immunos n moisturiser

Well im in week 11/12 and my god im in the mother of all flairs im on week 1 of taking a low dose of azathioprine as its just got too much with the kids n work, I was using oilatum plus in the bath n epaderm moisturiser these worked well for nearly two weeks but just changed to dermol bath stuff and dermol moisturiser x ive just finished my second course of antibiotics for a staph infection
Im red raw all over and weeping like crazy especially my legs im back to see the derm in two weeks to hopefully up my dose of azathioprine and maybe I will start to see the benefit
I went docs again yesterday for sleeping pills as the lack of sleep is just awful lying in bed tossing turning and itching non stop is just hell haha
The weight loss is another thing im not liking I now weigh 8 stone and still not got much of an appetite I will b mentioning this when I go back as I don't want to lose anymore x

update x

Not posted in a few days so thought id update, I have been going through a mass shedding stage the amount of skin falling off me is ridiculous,  ive had my derm app thru its on monday I think im going to see about immunosuppressents as this really isnt anyway to live even if it is only for a while, you can still get flairs etc but ppl say they are less severe and that sounds good to me haha
My mood hit an all time low last week too felt really down and had a cry but luckily managed to perk myself up and get back to normal, I had to take a day off work Wednesday too as my skin was literally falling off my face, not a good look to have when working with food x heres some pic updates as you can see im still a mess but the plus side it I seem to get itch attacks then a break on and off now where as before the itch was constant

urgh face!

Well my face continues to be a pain in the arse its so flaky it looks a mess but it looks worse with moisturiser on! So prefer the flakes even though I look a state.
My first day back in work didn't go to well I lasted 3 hours as vomited and felt bloody awful think this was either the antibiotics or the fact that I had done jack crap most of the time I was off on hol so my body got a shock being up and out early!
I was freezing cold too despite the double layers and bodywarmer so ive finally given in and asked to be moved to a non chilled dept so I have 3 shifts left on the deli before I start my new dept yey count down has begun haha!
Got to go and pick my son up from school in a bit and this is the one place I hate going, work doesnt bother me much but walking into that school yard full of 'perfect put together mums' makes me feel hideous and I feel awful for ben that I have to look like this, hopefully by the time he goes seniors in a year an a bit I will look like me again as the senior school years are hard enough with out a mum that looks like an monster haha x hers a pic today of my face as you can see no change really :0(